My dearest Mortals, I have returned.
It feels like it’s been forever since my last post (in reality, it’s been over a month). I’ve had a bit of a writer’s block of sorts in regards to blogging, though I’ve been writing a bit for a Dungeons & Dragons group I started, so that’s something I guess.
So what has happened this month?

I started a D&D group, a friend/former love interest got engaged, I got über depressed, and I lost a friendship. And it happened almost exactly in that order. All in all, I’ve had better months. But, on the bright side, I made it through the month. 

Losing my friend (let’s call her… Alice), and seeing the other friend get engaged (Harley from a few episodes back, go figure) has really taken its toll on me. I want to feel happy for Harley, but it hurts to see her engaged to some other Joker. And as for Alice, well, she fell down the rabbit hole for me (if you catch my meaning), but I really didn’t see her that way. My not feeling for her that way hurt her, and in the process our entire friendship deteriorated. 

Truth is, I feel really empty and isolated. I feel like I’m getting pulled further underwater with each passing day. I can’t seem to break free of the tentacles this time.

I just have to keep swimming, I guess.

Until next time, think happy thoughts, my dear Mortals. 

This is the denizen under the bridge, signing off.